As I’ve been saying for a while now: KETAMINE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING.
I went in with two intentions — to trust myself more and to trust the universe more.
I don’t need the deep sessions as often anymore, but I restarted treatment after two months because a painful fallout cracked open some old relational wounds. This time, I committed every session in this refill to healing relational trauma. And you know what? My silent haters turned out to be my biggest blessing in disguise.
This session took me back to a movie I just watched on my birthday — Christmas Jars. It brought me into that warmth and generosity of a family giving out Christmas jars. That family radiated so much love. I saw myself in Hope — how she stood at a crossroads between the truth and her fear, between family and career, between protecting and exposing. And how those small choices came back full circle, like her birth mother getting a jar years later.
Yeah, it’s a fictional story — but it carries a real lesson: integrity and honest communication. Two things I was missing from people I thought were closest to me.
The medicine remembers everything. It even took me back to that awkward moment in the breakroom, running into one of them before I chose to sit elsewhere. The medicine showed me: I don’t hate that person.
I get to launch my rocket — but I don’t have to burn the whole village. No throwing hate.
This session made me see this is my own inner child work. And it’s also a message to other CPTSD survivors out there: Carry your own Christmas Jar.
First it was the rocket. Now it’s a Christmas Jar.
The medicine always ends by taking you through a celebratory phase before it lands — I love that part. But what really matters is what comes next: the integration.
The real work happens between sessions — the journaling, the resting, the choices about where your energy goes, what you eat, what you feed your mind. It’s about carrying forward that light you felt during the session, instead of just chasing the next one.
I’m finally learning what integration really means. And I’m not gonna forget it.”**
“If you’ve ever been curious about ketamine therapy for deep healing, here’s something for you:
I’m partnering with @betterucare because they’ve been a game-changer for me — helping me untangle trauma, trust myself again, and integrate real breakthroughs.
They’re giving $100 off your first treatment when you use my promo code NANDO84 at betterucare.com.
This is for anyone ready to face their inner shit, not run from it.
Healing is messy. It’s raw. It’s worth it.
Use it, share it, let the medicine do what it remembers to do.
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